I really have no idea how people get thru leaving their hometown. Out of the comfort zone, out of the protective layer of family love. It seem pretty much to others leaving it’s a good way of running away. To me, it is a flesh cutting experience. My heart hurts. Though everything is good, school and all, it’s exciting. Why does it ache at the deepest parts of my heart and soul. It is because I love them. No matter how hard I didn’t want to admit, or even feel embarrassed expressing that. I do. I really do. I love my family. To my dad, mum and my dearest sister:
How can I say thanks
For all the things you have done for me
Things so undeserved
Yet You gave to prove your love for me
And the voices of a million angels
Could not express my gratitude
All that I am and ever hope to be
I owe it all to you.
To my caring, loving, funny friends
And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowin’ you can always count on me, for sure
That’s what friends are for
For the good times and the bad times
I’ll be on your side forever more
That’s what friends are for!
I love every part of my life, and the people that filled it with laughter and joy. You have made a difference in my life.
(via theepicpumpkin)